wtf...

u noe todae...

i was quite moody...throughout the whole dae...

hm sorry to ppl whom were out with mi...i dun tok much...

i'm boring...thats the truth...i can't make anyone laugh to save my life...

the truth is...i'm having a lousy dae =.)


' why not let ur feelings be known ' says one fren...

and i replied with a shrug...

pt is i dun want to lose the friendship...for i noe wad will happen if i state out my feelings...

some frens sae i never pressure anyone into a relationship...

i'd never like to force anyone into anything they dun like...

especially when it concerns matters of the heart and mind...

they want jiu want lor...dun wan also can...i maybe hurt...but i'll go on with life...

maybe thats my attitude now...i can't careless abt my life...

i can see it going down the drain...and i dun want to save it...

i realli like u...i really do...

but i dun think u can sae the same for me...

everytime i express my feelings to the person...

its kinda like deja vu...

its just like u noe wads going to happen but ur just going to try ur luck...

very close to gambling...haha

well...i really like to batter my confidence so low...i can never stand up straight anymore...

no pun intended...i guess i'm not for u and ur not for me...

if like dat i might as well ti guang tou and be monk...

haha tis might sentence might seem very familiar to SOME ppl out there...lolz...

but if normal life that hard...i'd rather be a monk and pray everydae...


shyt talking loads of crap...

u make me feel good and bad all at the same time...

aren't u proud =)

anyways tc peeps...