hm...

todae is just like the reverse of yesterdae...hmmm
i dunnoe...on the way home i tot abt alot of stuff...
i think sometimes i kinda think too much...
i think abt HER...
i think abt my life now...
i think abt my goals....
i think abt my frens....
i think abt the problems we go thru...
and most of all i think abt myself...

sometimes thinking too much is taxing...
not just on ur mind...but on ur confidence as well...
i think abt myself...believe anot...to condem myself...
haha...every action i haf done...i would think abt it...
and though i always sae...do wat u believe in and nea doubt urself and dun always think bout how ppl look at u...
but its like i ALWAYS think bout how ppl feel abt my reactions...
and why i always do it...and what the FUCK I AM DOING...

somtimes playing sports let all these fustrations out...
i'll play till i drop...cos it always takes my mind of stuff...
u concentrate on the GAME...and not on things outside...
and after the GAME ur too tired to think abt anything else...
at least thats how i feel lah...diff ppl haf diff ways to relieve their stress...

i want my frens to be happy...but i cant make them...
try as i might...i onli make a fool out of myself...
haha...i'm in relective mood now...and possibly in a bad one too...
fCuK...