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the strangest thing when i slept yesterdae

was i dreamt of holding hands with HER...

i guess in my mind i was like friggin happy...

till like my ALARM clock woke me up...

haha...shyt man...

i think i'm really going bonkers...

fuck...todae is not a good dae...

really not a good dae...

i dunnoe wat to sae to u...

i want to ask u are u ok...but just couldn't get it out of my mouth...

i was just afraid of asking u...afraid u might tell me to fcuk off...

but not asking u had me wondering were u ok...

hm...den also there is the matter of HER...

i want to put u aside now...but i can't...becuz i think of u 24/7

i dun even noe how u invaded my dreams!

hm...and i think Mrs Ng is on the verge of snapping...

and we're on the verge of snapping(or isit just me?) frm her...

fucking can't stand her...argh!

i currently feel that life is fuckinly fucked fuck fuck up now...


[it is the ppl who ties the knots that need to untie it...
only den would the problem be solved]