My life's a mess. man, i'm sickened to the core. i need some time alone man. i nid to clear my thoughts. i need...

GO AWAY.

"...and he plunged into black depths of despair."

hmmm...its been a week since i blogged...oh well.been busy with sch stuff and com's always with my dad...he nids it for work..so cant really use it,frequently.
anyway,S.P.A's training is tough sia...but i'll make it.I WUN GIVE UP!

F.O.M project is FINALLY OVER!!!CONGRATULATIONS AND CELEBRATIONS!!!NO more PRESENTATIONS, NO more PROJECT!!!hahaha!woot...but the presentation was quite alrite..though the Q&A was some disaster...its like there are 20 parents as the audience and our grp is the innocent looking children,standing in one line and tio a lecture sia...hahaha.nvm.ITS OVER!took some pics...

thats me and my grp...


and this is my grp and our lecturer in the middle...
cool eh?hehe.NOW for tests!Oh oh...i got 37/50 for my recent econs test!WOOHOO! =))

i guess it wasn't meant to be...was it? don't leave me?

screw it.my mp3 is spoilt.fuck man... no music and files for storage...and my dad is probably gonna murder me... played soccer after sch... and now my feet there are quite alot of blisters...big somemore...haiyo.

after sea training wah my body feel like it was bruised and battered lah...yesterday i woke up wah kao...cant move sia...move pain lah. sneeze stomach pain, hands move biceps pain...omg...today still got soccer tourney leh...like dat how?

ok i'm back again.

time for some update huh.POLY 50 SPA TEAM 'TAUPOK' came in 5th.TEAM 'BLACHAN' came in 22nd.WELL DONE GUYS! everyone did their best! yeah!haha it was such a high feeling lah!its kinda a great experience doing the run...i thought only our whole team responded with cheers and encouragement lah...cool sia...after the run we went on to take pictures!haha picture frenzy!
TUAPOK acting fierce! RAHH!!!

whole of spa plus alumni in green and team BLACHAN in blue!

loved the whole experience man!

tml is poly 50 day.do u know how much that means to me? All the months i have spent preparing,all the sweat and blood i have spilled,all the time spent and sacrificed would all come to a head tml.POLY 50DAY...no matter what i am NOT going to give up.i will show to anyone who ever doubt me i CAN do it.MIND OVER MATTER. HOO-HAA! S.P.A ALL THE WAY!!!!

its been a trying few days and two weeks! damnit i study like shit for my econs test...it better yield GOOD results man. and and i hope i made a good effort in my FOM report. my teacher is some big fat dumb shit lah. i hope she isn't internet savy and find this...even den i dun think she remembers my name...haha.

sometimes i dunnoe wad i'm thinking,saying and doing. my actions dosen't represent what i'm thinking, and i dun speak wad i think...i just hope my thinking clears up soon.

i'm not sure if i'm happy or sad. all the best and good luck.

i think mrbrown.com is some funny shit lah...some of his podcasts are freaking funny...hahaha...who can forget the podcast abt the 'de kua'...haha

i'm a very inconsistant blogger(if i can call myself that) now.other den being lazy, i've been coming home late for the past two weeks becuz of cca training...and also gg out with frens lah...so actually most of it is my doing lah...but anyway, life has been fun lah...

i've been through sch laughing lah...i think my cls is THE crappiest class around the yr ones...with lame jokes and actions, coupled with our sometimes immature behaviour...an excellent combination...haha.seems like i look forward to gg to my cls, SOMETIMES.

speaking abt laughter,i think it really is THE best medicine to cure anything...i believe if u face everyday with a smile, it would brighten up everyone's lives and laughter would come easily and fill ur heart with joy...i think lah...

there's this briefing for cls reps,SMART leaders and sb club members today...i'm very interested to go on the sarawak trip...but once i heard that the assistant cls rep wun go, i felt abit guilty lah...for the record my assistant cls rep is a girl,whom i believe at best the feeling between eash other is sour...hahaha.BUT however i believe that she has done more den her fair share of her duties so why cant she go on the trip to?wud i do the self-sacrificial thing and give up my place to her?isit being selfish?

" you have somehow quietly walked into my life, with no fuss and quietly took my breath away"