Your affecting me.

disappointing results for my MST.
hah already expected it.
now i've just to work doubly hard.

ok maybe i just talk too much.

bad day.

life's not that bad.
it could only be better.look on the bright side.
oh and aren't u tired with that mask u putting up?
if ur not tired,i am.
dun come and act cute one day and show a lan jiao bin the next.
its fucking irritating.

u stupid bastard.
you dunno how much she loves u.
fucking faggot, fuck you.

madness on the brink

brooding silence.
thinking of closing down.
no pt keeping it where i cant really express my real feelings.
feeling fustrated,angry,depressed all at the same time.

i love silence.

hi.
i hope someday u might figure out who you are.
u have a bubbly personality.a cute smile and a beautiful face.
but no,ur heart's with someone.i hope he reciprocate ur feelings
towards u also.
have a nice day.

how's that for being sane.
madness,on the brink.and ur watching it LIVE.

letting go.

the words that u spoke were not of lies.
they were just empty promises made in that moment.

i'm sorry for not living up to that part of the promise
but its not like i never try.

i'm sorry too for letting u go.
i'm sorry for hurting u in anyway.
i'm sorry for the bad memories.
i'm sorry for my words.
i'm sorry for being who i am.
i'm sorry that it was all my fault.

i'm sorry, for loving u too much.

but i'm not sorry in letting it all go.All of it.becuz it just isn't worth it anymore.
its just very different from last time.
everytime u,no we, said we're gonna talk like old,it never really happened.
wad i'm holding on to now is angst.and i dun want it to be that way.
maybe it never meant to be.lets leave things this way.better for u.and me.

i just hope u would find someone who would love u more den i do.and be happy.
take care.always.

and i hear your voice,calling out my name.

and it sound so sweet.

GAY blogger

What a wonderful world.
yesterday was sports day.now i'm bloody aching all
over.

anyhow.
how does it feel like when you are not really who you are?
how far can you hold the facade?
how do you know,at the end of the day,which one is the real you?
Masks.

Random rants.Hmm.
Oh its been 2 Years since i've kept this blog.GAY huh.
Maybe i can recall the 5 most funny things i've witness in public.
well nvm i can only think of 2 now...haha.

1. I saw an old man sleeping on a train.Guess what.He was drooling.
   The funny thing was that his saliva was like dropping and threatening
   to stain his shirt.Somehow before it drip,he sucked it back up and awoke.
   SLURP!=D
2. Oh i saw this young man,like maybe in his late twenties.He was leaning against the glass
   panel on the train.i think he fell asleep.Then he just proceeded on to bend his leg everytime the train jerks...So it was like he stood straight and then everytime the train jerks,his legs would like almost give way and he would like fall forward.

hmm.maybe not so funny.

ok i know i had a funny experience.i fell asleep on the train.then i had this kinda experience when like you fall into sleep and you have this dream of falling....and before you hit the ground you would jump awake.So yeah.i was sleeping on the train and i had that kinda dream.the poor lady beside me was reading papers and jumped with me when i jumped....haha.

ok i've ranted enuff today.ciao

You are Your Biggest enemy

Well mst is over.'Nuff said.

Nah.i'll just forget it.
i'm in no position, and your in no mood.

twisted love

not going right.

things are not going right.
mid-sem test...die le.
i swear i studied wad came out for stats, and yet my mind was a
fucking blank.BLANK!
fuck it.It still boils down that i didn't prepare enuff.
so the blame is still on me.
ITAB.man i hate that module.just becaus i cant master it.
oh well.its not hard.just that i never prepare.AGAIN.

i think i'm more stupid now.damnit.
frankly,i knew wad was coming.and this is wad i should have got.
serves me right.damn i hate being right abt being lazy all the time.
fuck.

ok let me clarify.i'm not gay.
oh and eliza if ur reading this the big question's answer was a yes.
wad shud i do?haha.

love is pending...

maybe the time isn't ripe.
but boy oh boy have you caught my eye.

e-learning week!welcomed break.
but bad things follow...mst is next week!
stats is gonna screw my ass.
itab is thereabouts...
study!

Change of heart?

exam exams exams!

money money money!

give me a break!e-learning week.

gotta use it wisely...

bands forming up now...really want to make it work...

haha next time can go some pub or club play...lolz

Man, you are cute.

well.
never had a pechant for this kinda stuff.
anyways.its officially two years that my blog has been kept going.

man.i say the dumbest of things to get ppl provoked
well.i really didn't meant to irritate u.
argh gotta grow up.

Reminisces

man i just want a long conversation.
someone.
just talk to me.
just figured out i havent really made any connections
with ppl in poly like i have in secondary.

many decisions i've regretted.
many more aquitted.
and yet, it never fails to haunt me time and again.
ah, grow up, man.