YaY! =))

i wish that almost everyday could be like that.
i'm glad we talked.and i liked it.haha.
no matter wad difficulties u may be facing, i'll always be here.=)

Confused?

so just came back from AAX.

damn my body hurts.but i guess i can be pushed further.
but it has changed much.and i think its much better like this.
so maybe i might look forward to it...

hmmm.anyhow.
somethings close to my heart are developing=)
i guess we're all afraid.of what might turn out
if it fail.
i cant promise much.but i'll always try my best.
to be there,to care,to make u smile.

smile pls.u dunno how pretty u look.=)

ARGH!

I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!

wad the fuck was i thinking...saying things like that!
damnit!
the minute i said it...i saw the friendship gg down the drain...
FUCK!

so just got back from the chalet...
wad a experience...haha.
cycling thru the rain,playing soccer in the rain,swimming etc.
had a good time.=) though tiring.

anyhow.i've wasted one week already.better get back tp studying.

somehow.i imagine it wouldn't work out.
i can only hope.

hopes and fears

its a quater past 12
the moon has gone...
with but rain playing with the wind
i sit right infront here ur pictures playing with my mind...

nthing too obvious.

lets pray for everyone.most impt.my family members overseas.
thanks.take care and godbless.

been thinking

i guess i'm painfully annoying sometimes...
some might even say all the time.
i'm sorry.

ok anyhow.tiring day man...
i need to train somemore before i go to AAX...
heard peixuan saying i was abt to join back upgrading...
thats disturbing.haha.

okok.time management...work study play.
damnit.my dad says i cant get a ear piercing...
says wads the use.no reason to do so...bloody hell.
shudn't have closed the hole in the first place...haix.
guess i'll have to wait till i'm 18 or 21 to get one...

anyhow.ur occupying my thots damnit.
i'm really not sure of ur feelings.
is it just another infatuation or something deeper?
like throat-deep?sorry just kidding.PG here.haha.

you make my heart leap again.

confessions.

i feel i've really fallen for u.
how?could u like show some response man!

about time i got this kinda feeling back.haha.
its raining now.cool.
someday i'm gonna sit in the rain.
let it wash over me.just like eliza who likes rain too...haha.
rain feels refreshing,like washing away ur blues,ur pain
ur anger...wash away the sins.

ok due to popular demand(only 1 =] )...i have deceided to update.
well.a new job is a must now.
time-management is a yes-yes now.
my next 3 weeks are devoted to my studies and work.
and i'm gg to mount ophir this weekend.
and AAX near the end of the year.
yeah man!i want to be fit zai...

in some ways i regret leaving SPA upgrading.
seriously.u might think it sounds funny.
but i love their trainings.it might seem tough and hard.
but when u think back abt it, it serves good memories and friendships.
and at the same time ur training urself up.
but i guess it was time consuming.and it has many restrictions.

and i hate havin to have my life ruled by anything.i like a carefree life.
its too short to be not enjoying ur time.

i'll never forget SPA for the friendships and memories.Adventurer thru and thru.

SB.great ppl there too...lotsa fun and jokes.=)
it has free-er control of time.and one other reason why i'm helping out. =)*


it still stabs me to think abt the what-ifs.bout its way too long to think abt that.
now that i'm hoping someone would come into my life.
i hope u would accept me too.

leap of faith baby.=)

wrong foot?

i guess we make mistakes all the time.
part of a learning process.

anyhow.
these few days been hectic.
sleepless nights.project deadline rushes.i'm getting puffy eyebags.
oh not to mention the 'Prom Walk'...*shakes head*
also the SB championship.
we need standard man...
ok anyhow.thats abt it.

needa catch some slp.havent been slping rite these few days.
chiao.