oh come on...

so i'm back here again.
u hardly see me write two posts in a row.
but anyway.tml's the "Lollipop" event.
i dun really dig this kinda events, but i'll go.

the River Raft Race(RRR) is coming too...
and i think me and jeremy are the designated rowers already...
haha.but as usual we all know that we cant possibly
win SMA or Triple E or MM(I mean theres every bit of possibility,but even our teacher know our main aim is to finishing the race without going submarine...)
so we decided on makring the wackiest design...haha.the theme is F1 btw..everyone is hopping on the back of this event now..hah.LAME.why cant it be like Gundam or Rock Bands or Vulgar Words(snigger)....i mean it would be wacky but ok i know i know, its quite impossible.

been reflecting recently.we're all guilty of being a hypocrite.
i hate it,but i guess we're all have done somethings that we criticize people abt.
damn stupid but thats the way itis i guess.some people may vehemently argue that is not the case,that their not.fine, if u think u are.just dun get caught out next time.
i also think i'm speaking without thinking more often now.
eg. 1 day i found out that someone had lausai-ed in my block's lift.it was fucking smelly,looks gross, and i think even the roaches kept away from that lift.i tot it was some chocolate spill, till i move nearer and boy i wished i didn't.
i told my dad some idiot must have done it, and that was really the first thing that came to my mind.a 'fagging idiot lausai-ed at my block's lift.inconsiderate asswipe.
but my dad said hey for all u know someone could have had a stomach ache and was rushing home to the toilet but they just cudn't reach in time.
case in point, i would not have said those things had i given the matter further thought,and so my mouth moved faster than my brain does.wonderful

but anyway.i should stop reflecting.too much isn't good.i just hope i haven
offended much people outthere.but hey, u cant satisfy everyone(execpt maybe ur gf/wife/spouse);)
have a great evening everyone.may u never have uncontrollable calls of nature one day out in public.=D

well i'm back.
today's day two of the new term, which means i'm in my final year, and i'm 19.
rather than grieving that i have become older,i take comfort i've made it this far.

yes back in sch means i've completed the joke of the toast of polytechnic,internships.
i wouldn't say mine was a waste of time, i did learn stuff, but i'm sure things cud be better.
and that the feedback could be a better one too.

and yes my freaking english name is ryan.
ryan's the name is purely because of working, as i have to give calls to ppl and they need to have a name, a fairly easy to remember one.not that the very nice and meaningful chinese name my mum gave me(i know u beg to differ,but i seriously dun care) isn't good enuff, but i cant expect ppl to remember it easily when i do sales calls.so i took it up.haha.didn't know it can cause much confusion.

i cant certainly write stuff as deep as guo hua(if ur reading this, heh) or have much pictures or info like joanna's blog, becus i dun give this thing as much attention as i use too, but at least it gives me a place to let of some steam or some of the many tots that i have in my head once in a while.oh well.

sleeping early.better not be late.AGAIN.haha.if ur missing school on only the third day something's wrong mate.