I'm missing you.

Hey i' back.
my e-learning is taking forever to complete.esp QA.
but i guess its cos i'm bloody taking my own sweet time.
i have no sense of urgency.


i sometimes think human behaviour is bloody confusing.
an example.
i like to study.but during academic term, i dun make use of my time.
i detest the regimes and time-tables we have to stick to.
but when given free rein over time and how to use it, we abuse it or just waste it.
and when u get into that situation, u think how it would be better to
just have something to hold u in focus and push you on.
well and then u get to that situation, after awhile u'll be sick of it and yearn for ultimate freedom
and so on...its bloody confusing and vicious cycle, that at the end of the day,
u wun,if not hardly, get anything done.


confusing? hur.


i think all of us needs a motivator, who knows when to push us
and when to encourage us.
we have many figues like that in our lives, just that either:

1. we dun see them
2. we due use them
3. we dun bother
4. we dun appreciate
5. we dun understand

'you won't miss your water till the well runs dry...'

ok.next!
worked yesterday.bloody tiring.
then i did training later.BLOODY Tiring.
I Still miss her.Come home SOON! =)

come home soon...

woo

ok back to bloggin.

dear's gone to finland.for 3 WEEKS. damnit.wish i could have gone with
her.if only the damn package wasn't that expensive...
communication will be difficult...cos of the time difference
and the costs that might be involved...
but still i'll keep in contact as always.hehe =)
hope u liked the book.must update it!

liverpool lost.dang it.it's damn frustrating.liverpool WERE the better team.
but they just lucked out.
but i'll still support them.i hope they make some big significant signings.

damn e-learning is irritating.

i've still got uccd to do.and my work is interferring! cb!
i'm seriously thinking of not working all together.
i'd choose my studies over anything else.

met pear and eli today.they noticed my teeth is more outstanding now.-.-"
a few months never see each other and the first thing they had to say was to
point that out.haha.still it was nice to catch up with them.
it really was a long time.pear kip saying i not man enuff.NO CHEST.haha.
oei have hor...just of course smaller den girls de ma...haha.
i'd ever saw this guy in camp, during shim night,cant fit into the bra one
of his female campmates loaned it to him.dunno who was more embarressed.haha.

oh well.lately, the past's been coming up to my mind.been thinking abt the carefree
days of sec sch...the daft things that we all did.haha.still cant believe fabian brought his
beaker to the front...LOL.private joke.haha.and i won't forget the frens i made there.
there's this fren,feelings just fade dun they?i still have the email.i just hope u can remember
wad u wrote in there.

now, i've got a wonderful gf. hehe.cant wait for you to come back!
ok this has been a long post.
i've got more things to say, but i'll save it up for another time.
take care peeps.cya.=)

LOVE YOU, SHYANNE TAN!=B

it seems what i do never seems to be enuff.
but i'll still try, becuz I LOVE YOU very much so.

my dear, pls understand...

man i think i'm taking everything for granted.
fcuk.