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alrite....todae was wasted...haha
in the morning stone infront of computer...
den afternoon went out to The School Of Rock...
sounds cool huh....but it ain't no sch...
the venue just suck in the first place...
and no crowd control also...wah kao...
but the bands were nice...if not just alrite...haha...
but the music they plaed were original...great!
but we mostly cant see...which sucks...cos we were all too short except
nick...ross was like jumping around...haha...mac was
perspiring like she dunnid water like dat...eliza can see only parts of the show...
i was like super tired...i also cannot see most of the band ppl...
the crowd infront were tall...some fuckers also put up banners...
though later i bet their hands must be tired so neva put up liao...
hm...nick was enjoying the view up there...haha...lorraine looked confused...
haha all in all the gig aint that great just like the music onli...

hm...anyways...read one of my frns blog...
i also think lah...sometimes we might haf gone overboard...
and i really dun blame u for questioning urself like dat...
sometimes i dunnid ppl to ask me wo jiu zhi zi condem myself liao...
haha...ppl work in funny ways...we all do...thats wad makes us
unique in each and everyother way...

has it ever occured to
YOU that YOU dun haf to make drastic or dramtic things to let
PPL noe that ur there...or YOU CARE...it all comes with the meanings
that lie under ur actions...and the sinceirity...
the smallest things u do is more than enuff to make
our memories last a lifetime...or maybe till i'm senile...

and YOU stop questioning and reproaching urself...
YOU are whu YOU are...neva question that...
whu ever said u were eek?!...maybe i haf....but it was in jest...
but i think sometimes we haf gone too far...or neva
spare ur a tot for u...well...if anyone is for HER...ur certainly
good enuff for HER...dun let doubt kill ur hopes...
but neither should u get hopes to high...alrite...i think
its contridicting...

alrite its back to me...
are u ppl sick of me already?...haha...
i ertainly am sick of myself...
i've lead a pitiful existence in my sch...
i've fucked up...this is the last year....and yet
i haf neva did anything to make my parents proud...
i neva got first in anything...though that dun always matter...
i onli got my parents more worried...
and sometimes the problmes i encounter are enuff to
haunt me for the rest of my life...mostly the probs are self-caused...
haha...todae is such a long post huh...haha todae my fingers feel nimble...

a fren gaf me a quotes which i find were mostly true...

"the times u hate always seems to last...the times u want goes away too fast..."

hm deep stuff?haha...alrite i think its time for slp...bb peeps and tc!
chiao! =)