today...my mood matches the colours of the night...
and yes u guessed it...its ALL abt her and my friend!
woohoo...and yes its just me being over sensitive...
but i cant drop that niggling feeling...like i said yesterdae
its deja vu...a feeling of ' HEY i seem to haf experienced this before...'
hm it will pass will it? how long would my mind torture me?
everyday...hardly talk in cls...not that it mattered last time...
but now...haha...everytime she talks to someone else...
my gut just squeezes itself together...the feeling that she hardly talks
to u now...and everyday its dere and i always just haf to act like
it dosen't affect me...i just want to slp it all away...or maybe for the time being...
but running away from problems...dose it solve it?
maybe time might hold the key...but how long would it take?
no one can comprehend it...
everytime i see her...a sense of helplessness envelopes me...
tat i'm such a loser yeah?i can't seem to do anything right...
that whu am i to go for her?that whu am i to be with her...
i dun care wad ppl say abt me now...
pls by all means kill me behind my back...
but i dun care...this is how i feel...thats what a blog is for...
to express ur FEELINGS! today was a fucked up day...i hate to go
tuition...but no choice still haf to go...lift in my block broke down..
fuck you.and you.and you.
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