alrite...

so here how's life...

i think i'm going to explode already...
so many things bottled-up...
how long can i keep up this facade of smiles,big laughs
i'm on the verge of givin up everyhting rite now...
patience has worn thin,like i believe she never meant a'thing...
haf not being myself these few daes...
but since when haf i been myself?
u were always on my mind...
the pangs of jealousy...the monster within
strugglin with its leash...the love-hate feelings...
never haf my emotional self gone through that much...
i wonder wat has happened now?
is it me avoiding or haf u been avoiding?
havent been tokking to u much...not that u cared...nor i tried...

or then again...haf i been that
oh-too-sensitive-guy that i never wanted to be...
i'm now so reclusive these daes...wats happening?
the answer could only be found within myself huh...
maybe sometime off would do...i want to just go away for awhile...
hm...but wat is away...where is it?
it never seems like that far...yet it dosen't seem near either...
well the thing still boils down to her...haha...
argh...i'm taking things to seriously...but yet my mum
saes i cant hasten my actions even if my life depended on it...
ah wadeva...this week has already spiralled down down down...
i just need sometime alone...or maybe a good long chat with anyone...
haha...life's currently down...but i'll try my best to stand back up.
ON MY OWN.LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS DONE SO.

argh just fcuk off my hated feelings...
anyways tc peeps.two ppl de birthdae coming rite up tml.
and tml is the first day of the lunar 7th month.wonderful.