haizz...

tml is start of the exams...hm..did abit of ss when i came home...after sch i went to the library...bored...den i went home...very tired...tml is ss and E Maths 1...must stuff more info in my head...haizz...den during exam going to vomit everything out...todae in American Idol anthony was voted out...hm...i wonder where am i heading...very unsure abt future...especially after getting results...good or bad...i haf no ambitions for the future...all i think at is now...when my bro ask mi wat i wanted to be....i was completely at lost in wat to reply...den i gaf a crappy answer in being a footballer in Singapore's own professional league...HAH!to think i would think of that!...it seems to adults that studying is the simplest thing but yet not all of us young teens can do it...now i really wished i had really put in more effort in studies previously...bah...wadeva...no pt in mulling over the past...crying over spilled milk...just as long as i dun repeat mistakes of the past jiu can le...aiyah...forget it...exams havent finish jiu think bout prom nite and class gathering...damnit...i just cant concentrate lah...my mind is all abt relaxing and playing....fuck...things frm the not-so-distant past has caught up...i'm feeling the same things i felt not-so-long ago...why would all these things still come into my mind...argh!...halfway studying and playing my library of songs jay chou's hui dao guo qu song was palyed...made me think bout wat would happen at the end of this yr...would we still be in contact...not all den at least some?...haha...i going to study le...chiao