i'm sorry for spoiling moods of all, especially during recess.
i'm sorry for letting u guys down.
but today is just not my day.

it ISN'T controllable anymore GF.
i feel like whacking things day by day.
that explains why i keep playing sports and run myself
to the ground.
i nid to keep my mind of things.
i'm still trying to let go.

and talk abt friendships.ppl are probably busy now.
dun take much into mind.
i'm really sorry for neglecting one grp.i really am.
and at my lowest pt TRIED to pick me up
but the choice of making myself better is still ultimately mine.
but thanks anyway.=) i really appreciated it.
where were u other guys?
tml will be a better day?
things will still be the same.
to change things dun sit and wait.
change it with ur own will and hands.
i will probably still suffer frm a few bad days.
but i'll always be back.

rite now hated my best fren.i really hate him now.
for the torture he is causing me.
i feel like the whole wide world is laughing at me.
i'm the idiot.fine treat me like one.
I'M DUMB,IGNORANT,POMPOUS AND A PAIN TO BE WITH.
FINE.den scram.