how can we express ourselves?
wat was once music to my ears has changed
to irrtation,fustration,ANGER.
wat i detested to become has slowly taken root in me.
i am no more whu i was.i was never acutally wat ppl tot i would be.
nope.
why do we care?why do we gif it a try even?
why waste time?
i guess its becuz fear.
fear of 'WHAT IF'
fear of 'reproach'

wat i never expected was this.
maybe shld haf anticipated this.
but 'you never know until u try' comes to mind.
fear of regrets.

ah well.
why keep yourself hidden under the shell?
why?
open up?
why not?
afraid of what?
everyone's mood and expressions are fact that
1. upset.
2. sad.
3. feeling SOMETHING.=)
so why hide it?
ok its understandable not everyone nids to noe wad ur feeling.
and being a god fren dsen't neccessarily mert me knowing EVERYTHING
abt u.but ppl showing concern,sometimes dun brush them away.
ok i'm not really endearing myself to alot of ppl.PARTICULARLY someone.
sometimes i want to ask whether ur irritated by me.
haha.REALLY.but why do i care anyway rite?
u dun seem to want to talk.thats fine by me.
yet i always struggle.ah fuck.
yeap.FUCK YOU.