i gif up...

ok i gif up.read clearly:I GIF UP...i'm not sure if i'm doing the right thing...for i'm letting go...i'm tired...major exams are around the corner...i dun want to spend my energy thinking on y this and that...yeah i'm just foolish of me...i dunnoe...now we hardly seem to tok...i'm afraid to be in ur company...i'd spend time...sometimes too much time...thinking on y this and tat hapen...just going to push it all away...i hope everything would resume normal...i'm just going to stear clear of ur direction for the moment...clear everything in my head...wow....sounds like i'm some pyscho....wadeva...jf sae i shldn't gif up...yeah one shld not gif up at the first obstacle because u cant overcome it...if not u will NEVER...die die must try!...but sadly...i cant...for i've been hurt far too many times and i'm just afraid to go on...afraid that i might lose u as a fren...lose the friendship...all my life i've been thinking too much...hm...ironicaly my results ain't that good...still got plenty of time to regret my actions now...i'd really like to talk to u...hold long conversations...haha but wat wishful thinking i haf...for i cant bring myself toking to u for i am afraid, i haf an uninteresting characrter,most likely would run out of things to sae...see wad i mean?i worry toomuch...ah well i'm not going to touch tis subject for sometime i hope...i want my old self BACK!lookout !i'll be on my way back in no time!or so i hope.......tc peeps =]