whywhywhy?

fuck man...yesterdae actually wanted to go after going to the polyclinic after gettingan x-ray on my hand to see wat was the extent of the damage...but turned out that after the x-ray...the doc refer me to the A&E dept. at Changi General Hospital...go dere...whole ting cost 65 bucks...wtf...just for consultation leh...den go see the doc...let him see the x-ray films...turned out that i actually haf a small fracture...but its been a week liao so healing le bah...den i haf a dislocation of my wrist...so herecommended for an op.! wah i was like tinking so serious ah....i tot they would help me push the bone back one....chey...den go out actually wanted to get a cast on my hand...den my dad sae dun wan...go to see chinese physician...see wat the guy can do...cos he sae having an op would leave scar...and there isn't a 100% chance the op would allow my hand to be as good as new...so go all the way to chin swee road or something...opposite the subourdinate court...wah go dere around 4 rite....den wait till 11 in the night den doc can see me...kaoz...whole dae wasted my time....dat guy see me den started pushing and pulling...straighting my nreves and all those...but funny thing is he neva push back my bone?got to see him on thur again...den my dad sae he go down early in the morning get no. den i aft sch cor him...why so mah fan ah...i didn't want tis...why i so suai...tis hand causing so much trouble...plus all these consultation need money de leh...not cheap somemore lo...fuck actually todae wanted to go to sch de...but becuz yesterdae reach home around 1 in the morning...so cant wake up in time...i dunnoe now lah...damn scared...