its sad...

todae finally went to sch...hoho the feeling was great...so happy...hm...den english lesson tio gan by mrs ng cos qian her lotsa newspaper cutting le...hm...chines also qian alot...den during maths lesson i quite siao liao with larry...den think wendyl and lorraine and whoeverwas affected by me and him were pissed....so sae sorry lah to ur...didn't mean it...but its always nice to haf some fun in ur life?!yes?hm...so after skool stay back and did mrs ng de homework...dench jiu go with mac angeline flor-huei fulin jf eve and vance to puaygek house...den go down dere high...but i can see lotsa ppl in the group having personal probs or somesort...and also not just in this group...some frens outside also having probs....i really feel like an absolute IDIOT COS I CANT HELP DEM...everyone has their own fears and probs and demons to face...and yet...i can onli watch them going through the pain and torture themselves?and yet they always seem so cheerful outside...always trying to cheer so and so up...knowing that they themselves haf probs also and yet dey dun want to share it...yeah its personal...so well...cant help much...wad is LOVE?it seems to take many forms...it can cause hurt...yet it can bless couples with bliss and happiness...it causes hatred...yet it also creates stronger bonds...its beautiful to look at yet hard to comprehand and understand?not exactly a very big problem...onli do u wonder sometimes its hard to forget someone whom u care so much...or that having a single conversation with *that person might brighten up ur dae considerbly?i dun understand love...thats why i dun get it....but i understand friendships?but isn't friendship a type of love?but u onli share care and concern...i'm just lucky to haf many wonderful frens...really WONDERFUL...although it may seem gay for me to sae tis...but i love u all and cant thank ur enuff...truly...ad yet i cant help ur or gif anything in return?especially when ur are in trouble?i was actually quite happy todae until i see sullen and down faces...not all seem to be having probs with love...some with firendship...bot saying i dun haf probs in these....but not to big bah...hahaz...but they all seem to be in agony no?shant tok any more depressing stuff le...CHEERUP PPL!easier said den done...but if dere is a will dere is a way yes?..thats all tc nites all =]