i gif up...

ok i gif up.read clearly:I GIF UP...i'm not sure if i'm doing the right thing...for i'm letting go...i'm tired...major exams are around the corner...i dun want to spend my energy thinking on y this and that...yeah i'm just foolish of me...i dunnoe...now we hardly seem to tok...i'm afraid to be in ur company...i'd spend time...sometimes too much time...thinking on y this and tat hapen...just going to push it all away...i hope everything would resume normal...i'm just going to stear clear of ur direction for the moment...clear everything in my head...wow....sounds like i'm some pyscho....wadeva...jf sae i shldn't gif up...yeah one shld not gif up at the first obstacle because u cant overcome it...if not u will NEVER...die die must try!...but sadly...i cant...for i've been hurt far too many times and i'm just afraid to go on...afraid that i might lose u as a fren...lose the friendship...all my life i've been thinking too much...hm...ironicaly my results ain't that good...still got plenty of time to regret my actions now...i'd really like to talk to u...hold long conversations...haha but wat wishful thinking i haf...for i cant bring myself toking to u for i am afraid, i haf an uninteresting characrter,most likely would run out of things to sae...see wad i mean?i worry toomuch...ah well i'm not going to touch tis subject for sometime i hope...i want my old self BACK!lookout !i'll be on my way back in no time!or so i hope.......tc peeps =]

life sucks....

EVELYN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!haha....todae cant celebate with ur hor...cos got tution...life still sucks and its still too darn boring...haizz...i'm a jerk...gtg tc all...

i dunnoe....

sch has been really been boring...thank god for frens...tanks to eli for keeping mi sane during maths lesson and larry for making the pain of sitting through miss lim class fun....haha....thanks to zhi kang for being a wonderful fren...no matter wat i did to u...i appologise here first...though i noe u wun read this...thank dine and claud gif mizi chi....haha.... and sorry to others...if i had did anything bad...or foirgot something impt bout ur....i sincirely appologise....=]

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hehe?i am back to my high self...hm...dunnoe y also...keep entertaining ppl tis few daes...hope i brought a realsmile to their faces =].as for me....well...i'm still ok...just confused with stufff and gotta bring my academic aims back into sight...currently i'm disabled...two more weeks to go...i must perservre...i'm still in love with her...though i noe me and her is an unrealistic possibility...i'll just ride out this phase...i'm just glad we're still frens...haha....tc ppl and god bless!=]

i haf a Fu*kEd U* attitude...

i really haf lousy temper control...again todae lost my temper over minor irrittating things...haha and ppl sae when i get worked up my face goes RED...hm...den go tution sian sian....must learn to work with one hand...shit sia....damn mah-fan....but wat to do...bring this all upon myself...everytime i sae i haf a fucked up life....i think of ppl in poverty and starvation in the less fortunate parts of the world....and den i feel life for e isn't actually that bad...its just temporary...would pass over soon...and yetis this wat ppl dub as 'GROWING PAINS'?where young teens ponder on wat they really want...get confused?shant tink anymore