Nostalgic

yesterday was kinda fun...though i only met shy for 45 mins...
did some hrm discussion b4 heading to borders bistro to chill out...haha.
the food there wasn't bad, it has a high tea buffet for weekends and public holidays.not bad.$11+. but of course we had ben, so it was way much cheaper, and we shared the $11 among 4 guys...so...kinda like Singaporean budget-style.haha.

anyhow, in the evening wasn't so bad as expected.haha.
it was my senior's from SPA, celebrating his birthday,someone i respect alot. so he org a party at dance@moberly.
kinda cool, and at first i tot me being there would kinda be awkward...
and at first it really felt that way.haha.
maybe its becuz i disappointed them countless times, and i feel guilty.
sometimes i look at the people from my batch and forging close bonds with the juniors, kinda makes me wonder what it would have been, had i really persevered and stayed on.
like i always said in the past, it didn't mattered the training was tough,but the bonds that formed was the most impt. but people were leaving and i didn't want to continue on partly becuz i felt it was pointless and partly becuz i was committed to another club.
i always wondered what would happened if i had concentrated on SPA.maybe it would have taken me and shyanne longer time to get together.maybe it wun happen?maybe.

still, thinking abt old memories,kinda nostalgic.haha.but we still always have a future to look forward to.at the birthday party, met up with a few of the alumni and they talked abt their current situations and gave us younger ones some advice on how to plan ahead.
maybe gg to the gathering wasn't such a bad idea after all.

looking through my old photos, its been such a roller-coaster ride.almost 3 years since i graduated from sec sch, and it has zipped by, literally in a blur.people change,some drastically, some more slowly.i'd like to think i'd change slowly.haha.19 is the pt where some think hard abt their future,some work hard to become men, some still continued on a path that is laid out for them,but fast growing shorter by the day.we grow up to damn fast.
we're all scared, but i ain't scared to face it.just have to take challenges head on.oh well.i'm damn excited abt my FM marks.LOL. and i've got a ECM report to rush.(my teammates probably gonna kill me)and hrm presentation to think abt.time ain't enuff!
till then.

i miss you babe!