two cows for the price of one ben lau.

ok that was an absolutely random title.but cant think of one other den the one i told Bloop<>< abt.
she said my posts are more matured now a days, compared to last times. well i'd say thats true [it still surprises me that she still visits my blog :0 ] ,but i wouldn't say mature, more like able to grasp and understand what this circus we call the world is going around.we all still have a long way to go to become matured...

moving on...i spent my 300 pay away in 2 FUCKING WEEKS! its a combination of money mismanagement, some important dates that we all have to go through. i'm not blaming the dates at all, i'm just wondering how did my money reserves(if u can call that) depleted so fucking fast!shit man...

and yes i've got 4 presentations at the end of the month, along with mid semester exams next month. i think they fall near the end of the month. whatever the case, i shall try to cultivate some good habits such as control gaming times, slp earlier, wake up earlier,put toothpicks to prop my eyelids open during lectures, bring 3 cans of coffee into tutorial( ESPECIALLY IAF), make aqquaintence with slackers so u feel good when u do bad!ok thats mean...but come on, everybody compares...who knows, maybe i'm the loser that the top guy in class compares with...HAHA.

u know, i think our bosses should just stop charging us for driving thru certain areas...if u wanna curb it, just fucking ban driving...saves us some money u know?esp with the escalating oil prices and "taxes" that u urself impose on us(!)whoops.

and finally, its been 1&1/2 year with dearest =D
sometimes there was doubts in me, but after much self soul searching and some soul searching by frens, you mean alot to me...
i'd admit i'm not the best guy u can find around in what ever category, but i sure as garuntee you i'm just abt as unique my fingerprint against 1.3 billion people in china.
I LOVE YOU! :D

i hope dogs and cows fall again, not with ben lau's sound, but with some peace and cool to go around...