Jaded.

well here i am again.
my blogs never interesting.haha.i dun really talk much abt my daily happenings, cos i'd think its mundane and all.kinda bore ppl and myself to death.but i'd write down the happy moments.gone are the days when this palce used to be a place where i vent out frustrations.gone are the days where this is used as a attention seeking tool(?).maybe.noboy comes to read anyway.haha.

but anyhow.celebrated angeline's bithday.yeap.she's 19.thats one number closer to 20.went to this cool chill out place called Blu Jaz at Bali lane, just next to Haji lane.qutie a nice place, and as usual they camwhored before the late comers arrived.haha.the food there ain't bad, but its like the same everywhere isin't it?haha.i at fish and chips,but i recommend the grilled chicken(if i remember correctly).

met shy later when the rest of them wanted to go cine watch movie.i'm having exam mind you and i am kinda tight on cash.haha.sent her home, and i went home.how i wish the bloody exams would just end.

reflection
should be done periodically,not daily.sometimes u reflect too much u become an emo kid, y'know?somes times i like the emo feeling?kinda makes u have the 'me-against-the-world' kinda feeling.which sometimes feel great when all is good.
i was once an angsty teen,not so no so long ago, but i guess i dealt with it.sometimes fate deals the cruelst card to you, and you just have no choice to accept it.i'd like to think i got a better deal of it.
i dun believe in ming yun and all, i always tot that u hold ur own potential, and its always in ur hands to do it.sometimes at the crucial point we just veer off the many paths infront of us.we all just need a guiding hand back.some ppl trust in God, some have nice frens, some have great families.hmmm i guess ppl my age have like reached a crossroad in our young lives, pondering wad our next moves would be.i'm not proud to say i've wasted much of my past 2 years away,and i'm now shitting my pants abt wad to do in the future.shy says we men and short-sighted.maybe,maybe not.
somes times maybe its not becuz we dun plan ahead, but rather we lose track of our goal.so maybe we have you girls here to lead us back to it, like a shepard leading its lost sheep back to the herd.haha.shy's prolly gg to kill me for say that.and ppl might think i'm sexist, which i'm not by the way.

anyhow enuff of random ramblings.time to go and study.'til i feel like writing again.