time to blog...

oh boy...so tired...yesterdae didn't sleep till like 1 in the morning to study geog...but funny thing is this mornign didn't fall asleep in class...onli on the bus...lolz...den did some over dued homework in sch...den jiu plae abit of pool in sch...skills were rusty man...den jiu go eat kfc with hanita and jianfeng and evelyn...den jiu go home...on the way saw sy going to plae netball...had a chat with jianfeng...long time man...now...haizz...he is having the problems that was plaguing mi throughout the first few months....told him bout wat i feel...i guess ppl kip asking whether they should do this and that...they're looking for assurance right?whether their doing the right thing...hm...i dunnoe...can i safely sae i haf moved on?or haf i onli hid my feelings so deep i'm no more whu i am?...i'm very tired these few daes...menally and physically...and maybe emotionally?i dunnoe... ppl change...i noe...even i'm not whu i am anymore...thought i've changed for better or for worse...onli time will tell...i tot abt alot of things on the bus...i've made up my mind on having less tv and more work...less computer games and more revision...no more nonsense frm mi anymore...i'm looking for a person to duldge my sorrows and troubles with...i haf no 'close' fren...i'm frens with anyone...sometimes v.gd frens with a few groups..and thats bout it...maybe i tend to close up myself when ppl probe...cos maybe i tink i dun wanna trouble them...though i always ask ppl with problems to open up and talk...might make them feel better and maybe i can help to...yet wat i sae out i do not do...hahaz...ironic...just like ppl sae dun squeeze pimple...yet u sometimes do it?...hahaz...common tests are around the corner....gotta focus more on my studies...anything else could come later...tired tired tired...going to slp...ciao