hm...after long tots todae...i finally xiang tong le...i shan't pout,complain,whine,speak vulgarities unless really needed,sulk,get depress,get pissed off easily,irritate ppl,abuse zhikang unless there is a need so,extend patience n i shall make myself change to a sensible young man(boy/kid/teen)wadeva...i just tot that me sulking isn't helping me in anyway...n that i'm letting my mood be dictated by [her] is plain freaking stewpid...so i shall be my bubbly usual pre-sec4 self...smiling everydae...jokin everydae...trying to be the 'good' guy...being a good fren....hm...i just dun want to go into minor depression all becuz of [her]...i dun want to be down in the shithole ppl call selfpity n regret....i dun want to lose anything over something as minor as this...i'm not going to avoid [her]...thats also stewpid...i'll just haf to put some kinda sercurity around my tots...blocking out the excess tots abt [her]...haha lame...i just hope to be like any 15/16 yr old could be...happy and full of youth....i dun want to act like a middle-age guy going thru a mid-life crisis...i'm young now...i dun want to haf any regrets...i want to live life to fullest while i can...haha...again i'm trying to be lame...but anyways...i hope i can change n curb my actions n tots....N I HOPE THAT GUY WOULD STOP SAYING SORRY!COZ HE OBVIOUSLY DUN MEAN IT,AND EVEN IF HE DOES MEAN IT I CANT SEE IT,N I WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE SKOOL LIFE WITHOUT STEWPID CONFLICTS OVER STEWPID THINGS...hm..tats all....i hope i havent made my self look like an complete jack-ass...=]
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