to all concerned...
was just feeling sick.
haha.

dun mind me.

and my nick stays true.
GOODBYE.

i am so jaded.
my legs feel numb.and so is my heart.

my mind draws a blank.
my heart fires blanks.
why cant the world be a much more simpler place?
why things are never wad they seem?

aren't we all drained.

this is really shit.
my internet browser is really shit.
typed a long post and den it got error.
den i cant recover my post.
fuck.

i cant be bothered to type out wad i had previously lah.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
i hope the festive bug bites me too.

in a fast paced society, perfection and speed are essential.
otherwise tempers flare and relations sour.

my dad came home.b4 he did, he pressed the doorbell.
MANY times.its FREAKING irritating whenever ANYBODY does that.
i mean, why the fuck cant u wait?he told me he never heard anyone
coming to open the door.
so wad?walking down the stairs to the door frm my room dunnid time ah?
u dun have keys ah?in irritation i shouted 'OEI' .
den later my dad asked why are u getting tempermental these days.
i said u were irritating me with u continously pressing the doorbell.
he being the ever competitive just has to get back at me.
by saying these days ah i dunno wads wrng with u and me.
u everytime see me talking to u as a lecture.(which is actually true.just that
i never tell him in the face only.and he dosen't want to open up his eyes
bigger to see it.)

smetimes why cant ppl wait?ur impatience rubs off on others.
its like ur home already.cant u wait a short while b4 smeone opens the door?
rather den kip pressin the doorbell.u and the persn bth get fed up.
so wad good does it do?
i'm not saying wrked as easy and slow as u want.
but sometimes give the persn a break man.(depending on the circumstances)
ah fuck lah.u ruined my day.NIGHT actually.

hm...
i dunnoe why i'm here at such a
retarded hour...
for some stupid reason my msn cannot
sign in...

my internet sometimes is a lil fugly...
urgh...
and so is my tagboard.
gonna change it soon enuff.
went to a job interview today...
or rather 13th december...
the person was good in persuading ppl bah...
but the notion of no basic pay just shuts it.
i dun care how u view me.
for me, now, i nid some money urgently.
i cud have viewed it as a challenge...but den the
working hrs are short...u wun hear me complain abt dat alot...
and its a promoting sales job...
so i cant really earn much frm a job that solely pays
u on the amt of sales...
maybe i'm not ready to step out of my comfort zone.

hm...i've been updating irregularly...well..i dun feel like it anymore.
not that i or anyone cares.
this is just a shit blog.
never held much good memories anyway.
come to think of it....i wud just complain here.
well at least it serve to ease my frens ears frm
my whinings!haha!

k.'m bored.time for something else.
chiao