i pity myself...

i really feel sorry for myself...i seriously tink i'm wasting and haf wasted my time...but i also tink that maybe waiting might be worth it...wad the hell...i feel really stewpid...but wat can i sae?...sometimes ppl do stewpid things...haha...i seriously dunnoe...haha...ok todae i sprianed my wrist during training...dunnoe fracture anot...might just be a swollen nerve...cos now damn swollen...so wed i cant go plae le...so sad...feel so slp in class todae...dunnoe y...i suddenly feel all alone all over again...shyt man...tml i feel like not going to tution so my sis can help mi buy pants...haha...so idiotic rite me?haha...i try not to tink abt it anymore...i'm striving to be a ah-siao...haha...sian

so tired...

ok continue frm yesterdae...as i was saying...claud and angeline came first...den ask me face the sea...cannot look back...i tried to but angeline whack me....[ouch]...den the gave me a cake box...i tot inside was cake liao...but quite heavy leh...den i open i lao diao...inside got sugar,flour,milk...ask me make a cake myself...den later brought real cake here...i tink its a black forest cake...den sang the song...den cut...den ask me take the sparkling grape jiuce and shake and face thesea pop...den cannot...xia suai...royston sae gif me half the cake to eat...-.-"...den dey also bought something to go with the embarrasing present i got...wah sibei lao...den i dunnoe ask dem help mi eat...fulin and roy take the cream and smear on my face....so er-sxin....den i take someomore and smear back...roy ask fulin hold me den he take more...den i run till the esplanade dere...haha...fulin cant catch me....=D...den wash up...den want me go do the thing...hengheng mac help mi sae veri embarrasing...so neva do...we walk back to esplanade wash-up...take a drink...den proceded home...walk all the way to clarke quay mrt station...den alighted at serangoon wanted to send her home...but she sae her mom dere liao...so bo pian go to serangoon interchange...wai for half hour...took bus at 11...reach home around 11.30...12 online den use till 1 like dat...den 2 go slp...haha as for todae...went swimming just now...very tiring...mi,robin,zhongjie,koonchin,xiaocong and pohwun go....den actuallyi tink flora sae she want to go de rite(?)...with ouaygek den neva go...haha dunnoe y(?)...den come home...wah sibei tired...sian tml got training somemore....tml got physics test and i havent touch the book yet...AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

so happy todae=D*

so happy todae....wahahaha....U PPL REALLY MAKEME LIKE THE LUCKIEST PERON ALIVE!HAHAZ...really thanks for everything...so explanation for todae...in brief...i went out to angeline de place at 11...not knowing they had changed the venue to jf de house...so i went...den press her house de doorbell...den wait for awhile...den go make a call...den she tell mi venue changed...so she wait for me...den go heartland meet mac,roy,peng,claud and jon to go jf de house...den go dere we watched 'Seed Of Chucky'...lame show lor...den we stayed at his house until bout 4.30 go meet fulin and puaygek...den on the way dere claud gaf mi a very lame present...den we go marina to haf dinner at the same place...10-dollar steamboat...haha...really dunnoe wat was installed for me...so we frm 5++ like dat eat until 7 plus...den went back deshi hou something happen...i shant sae it cos its realy embarrasing...lolz...den went back to marina mrt...den took train to city hall...den roy,claud,angeline,jf n peng go dunnoe where...den mi,fulin,mac and puaygek go esplande first...haha den we witness something very romantic yet funny yet courages by a guy...we walked to the square at the esplanade dere...near the outside performance area by the river...den we saw tis guy holding a bunch of roses and having a banner on the florr reading 'Evangeline, would u marry me?'...i was like wow...den i wanted to walk off but the rest stayed on so bo pian stayed on n watch....den guy kept looking up...den we waited for the lady to come down...at the same time many more ppl came n surrounded the square...denafter a few minutes...lady came down...abit of the crowd parted to form a walk-way...den the lady walk in...and after a few-moments of tinking sae yes upon the man kneeling down proposing...lolz...angeline they all missed a nice show...haha...den went to the 'Colours At The Bay' dere sit-sit...wait for dem to come...wait for haf an hour like dae...den angeline and claud come first...hm...going to slp liao...tml continue...haha

sianzz...

sian...todae was quite excited cos of the match later own in the dae...the dae got on fine...was waiting for the early dismissal time cos neva study for the social test...but they petition for against the test...so the test was cancelled...ok...so went of around 12.30...den left the sch around 1.30 like dat...got our new jersey...quite nice...diadora de...so we went there like 2.00...kumpui...cos our match dosen't start until4.45....so we were dere to watch other sch's plae...hm...so wen time came for us to plae...we werewarmed up and ready...i was playing in front of the two center-backs...starting we were doing fine...until we conceided the first goal..hiazz...den it started to go down hill...the second goal was damn stewpid...they took a quick free kick in front of our penalty box while andywas still sorting the defence...bloody bunch of muthafarking cheaters...den the third goal was our whole defence de fault...me included...i was drawn away by another player...den one guy sneaked in n walloped their corner ball into the back of the net...second half i was really poor...damnit...i'm really feeling pissed of...i was running all over the place trying to cover holes...but made the holes i left unattended bigger...wah si bei du lan...maybe cos i was nervous bah...den second half i made a significant improvement of my game...i made more tackles...i kicked more of their guys...most importantly...i won more balls...but i cant distribute the ball to my teammates well...so i did this...but funny thing is the whole team played really well in the second half...if we had taken the game to dem at first we might haf gooten a draw den being hammered 3-0...but no use in tinking bout 'ifs' ...so i shall concentrate on improving...i want this to be a good year....i really want to win...so i shall train hard!!!now after the match...my post-match annalysis on myself revealed that in the heat of the game i had got brusies,scratches on my knees n blister in my feet...hope to recover all in a weeks time for next week de game...so damn tired now...going to slp le...tc gd nites

i'm so excited!

hehe...todae almost late for sch...hengheng dad wake mi up...den went to sch...alrite bah...den aft skool went jf house help him do something...den rush home to change for tution...den went tution...suaysuay next week on that particular dae also got tution...sian...haizz...but i'm so excited bout tml...actually i so excited for wat hor...dunnoe even in the first 11...but i really hope they would do well...todae bbor also got match...against ahmad ibrahim??...dunnoe if lose or win...hope they won...bbor has always done better den soccer...crossing my fingers!=D