Tuesday, July 01, 2008

One of many

ok i know.its been so long.but i just dun have to urge to write out my feelings.

i went to treat my mum for breakfast.FIRST TIME!lols.
cos i get my pay.den i've never treat her to a meal b4.so just felt like giving her sometime of from home and work.she dragged me up in the morning to go jog with her.
u wun know how much tricks she has up her sleeve to make me wake up...if she had a tow-truck license, i'd be in hospital by now.
but it was nice, just to have a meal with her. nthing to fancy.we talked abt things,such as my relationship with shyanne, and about the family.
it has really been a long time since we've done ANYTHING as a family.by anything i dun count the birthday dinner treats or the occasional dinner that has ll family members present.
i meant things like picnic at the park or beach, or a walk in the park together etc.
just something to do together...
everyone's so cooped up in making ends meet we forgot WHY we make the fucking ends meet...

i just hope its sooner rather den later dat we all find out every lost business opportunity is nothing compared to time lost with family...

Saturday, May 24, 2008

SRRR

oh yes i am still quite ruffled by some decisions this morning during the moving of the raft to the Singapore River, but my actions are rather immature and rather regrettable.its not entirely his fault, but oh well.i saw two old men arguing about who should have gone first.haha.cracked me up.as a matter of fact, we got there first.but no use arguing anyway.SB is always overlooked.though we're built on the TALLEST point in the campus, we are always looked down upon by people.hmmm that really motivates me to really want to win this race.ok, maybe not win, but at least make an impact, such as coming in faster den Suck My Ass club. =D the look on that Face would be oh so classic!


I'll get photos for the raft.

tml's the competition.for the pathetic number of people reading my blog, if u ever do happen to live in Singapore, please head down to Singapore river, Clarke quay, Singapore at abt 11am tml( 25/05/08) to catch the Singapore river raft race between SP's 8 schools. I'll be at lane 6.the one with the lameemo-girldamnstraightsibeiguai hair. along with one with white hair.LOL.

I've watched IRON-MAN with Dearest.not bad at all. quite satisfied.haha.and Cathay cineleisure at downtown east is quite cool. oh btw its $6 for students on Friday at all Cathay too.and spent the rest of the day with my very loved one =D heh.

just a random thought: why didn't anyone tot of like Iron Man as Iron-Clothes Man?It'll be kinda like the guy who goes around iron people's clothes and all.much like Mr Muscle.ok lame.(Iron Man's kinda like one of my fav. Marvel Heroes btw)

David Cook has won American Idol!ok.hope he doesn't fade badly in Singapore like the rest.

time to go and get some much needed rest.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

suddenly addicted to this version of the song by david cook, american idol 7 finalist.
i'm not a fan of the show, mostly tune in to the auditions.thats abt .
but there's certainly something bout his voice and the way he sings it thats nice.

havent been so addicted to this song since Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana.
in any case i'm in a damn pissy mood now.my dad's a fucking ass.
dun just go on ranting and faving and trying to let off some steam u've gathered somewhere
else on me.go fuck ur own ass.

seriously when things go wrong it just comes one after another ain't it.fuck that.

my mood is ruined.fuck this shit.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

oh come on...

so i'm back here again.
u hardly see me write two posts in a row.
but anyway.tml's the "Lollipop" event.
i dun really dig this kinda events, but i'll go.

the River Raft Race(RRR) is coming too...
and i think me and jeremy are the designated rowers already...
haha.but as usual we all know that we cant possibly
win SMA or Triple E or MM(I mean theres every bit of possibility,but even our teacher know our main aim is to finishing the race without going submarine...)
so we decided on makring the wackiest design...haha.the theme is F1 btw..everyone is hopping on the back of this event now..hah.LAME.why cant it be like Gundam or Rock Bands or Vulgar Words(snigger)....i mean it would be wacky but ok i know i know, its quite impossible.

been reflecting recently.we're all guilty of being a hypocrite.
i hate it,but i guess we're all have done somethings that we criticize people abt.
damn stupid but thats the way itis i guess.some people may vehemently argue that is not the case,that their not.fine, if u think u are.just dun get caught out next time.
i also think i'm speaking without thinking more often now.
eg. 1 day i found out that someone had lausai-ed in my block's lift.it was fucking smelly,looks gross, and i think even the roaches kept away from that lift.i tot it was some chocolate spill, till i move nearer and boy i wished i didn't.
i told my dad some idiot must have done it, and that was really the first thing that came to my mind.a 'fagging idiot lausai-ed at my block's lift.inconsiderate asswipe.
but my dad said hey for all u know someone could have had a stomach ache and was rushing home to the toilet but they just cudn't reach in time.
case in point, i would not have said those things had i given the matter further thought,and so my mouth moved faster than my brain does.wonderful

but anyway.i should stop reflecting.too much isn't good.i just hope i haven
offended much people outthere.but hey, u cant satisfy everyone(execpt maybe ur gf/wife/spouse);)
have a great evening everyone.may u never have uncontrollable calls of nature one day out in public.=D

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

well i'm back.
today's day two of the new term, which means i'm in my final year, and i'm 19.
rather than grieving that i have become older,i take comfort i've made it this far.

yes back in sch means i've completed the joke of the toast of polytechnic,internships.
i wouldn't say mine was a waste of time, i did learn stuff, but i'm sure things cud be better.
and that the feedback could be a better one too.

and yes my freaking english name is ryan.
ryan's the name is purely because of working, as i have to give calls to ppl and they need to have a name, a fairly easy to remember one.not that the very nice and meaningful chinese name my mum gave me(i know u beg to differ,but i seriously dun care) isn't good enuff, but i cant expect ppl to remember it easily when i do sales calls.so i took it up.haha.didn't know it can cause much confusion.

i cant certainly write stuff as deep as guo hua(if ur reading this, heh) or have much pictures or info like joanna's blog, becus i dun give this thing as much attention as i use too, but at least it gives me a place to let of some steam or some of the many tots that i have in my head once in a while.oh well.

sleeping early.better not be late.AGAIN.haha.if ur missing school on only the third day something's wrong mate.