华文还是最好能表答您本生想说的话，因为一个字或诚语就能把你想说的话都表现出来。
but i still prefer english.hahaha.
have u ever remembered the time when u said something out and immediately regretted it after that?that u never really wanted it to be said it out in that way and that u never meant wad was said?
and after that,saying sorry seems so useless,that wad u said cause the opposite party some hurt...even a thousand appologies wont suffice...
yesterday really felt like digging a hole and stuff my head in...
becuz of wad i said i spoiled the qi fen some wad and well upset ppl...
its really the guilt that kills u after that...the accusing look he/she give u.
lets hope for the best.
these few days have been good.taking a break and taking things slow.
my holiday is NON-EXISTENT!neither is money.
i'm like a tap...its like it never ceases the water flow...i'm spending way above wad i earn...haha
i nid to work...can u guys give me a BREAK?!
i want to help u very much...but i dun know wad words to say...i can only listen to u and offer support.it feels useless to not be able to help.but i'll try my best anyway.=)
i just wished u had put in more effort for me in the past...
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
wow...sometime since i blogged huh?
well...last week i had two papers.most likely flunked them.
if not maybe pray for a grade c at best.yeap.then had a class bbq on friday at east coast.
i wudn't say its fantastic,but i got better at the end of the day...=)and i got my finger burnt and a hole in my FAV. boardshorts!damnit!
and yesterday was my good fren's b'day.hope he had a great time.left early.guess i was spoiling the mood there.didn't feel rite.oh watched 'Break Up' too.its not really a fantastic movie,just average.the fight scenes between the couples were dumb,but they show at least viewers can roughly understand wad it feels like to go thru a breakup.maybe this show is recommended to guys and gals who thinks of breaking up or maybe getting into a relationship that it isn't as easy as most ppl think.well just a thought only.
i'm hoping to watch 'Click'.anyone wants to watch it too?leave a comment or msg me.
and thanks for the encouraging comments on previous posts.thanks. :)
well...last week i had two papers.most likely flunked them.
if not maybe pray for a grade c at best.yeap.then had a class bbq on friday at east coast.
i wudn't say its fantastic,but i got better at the end of the day...=)and i got my finger burnt and a hole in my FAV. boardshorts!damnit!
and yesterday was my good fren's b'day.hope he had a great time.left early.guess i was spoiling the mood there.didn't feel rite.oh watched 'Break Up' too.its not really a fantastic movie,just average.the fight scenes between the couples were dumb,but they show at least viewers can roughly understand wad it feels like to go thru a breakup.maybe this show is recommended to guys and gals who thinks of breaking up or maybe getting into a relationship that it isn't as easy as most ppl think.well just a thought only.
i'm hoping to watch 'Click'.anyone wants to watch it too?leave a comment or msg me.
and thanks for the encouraging comments on previous posts.thanks. :)
Saturday, August 12, 2006
the past weeks have been mind boggling.NOT in a good way...
stress stress and more stress...i'm only human...and i still commit the same mistakes...
sometimes,i really do still miss her alot.it'll just be memories raining down like broken glass shards on to my heart,piercing and cutting it each and everytime i think abt it.she was the best i ever had,even though it was for only a short time.though ppl and she herself mightthink wad had she given me, the happiness of being together was the biggest gift she could return me.i really do miss her,from the smell of her hair to the touch of her hand to her understanding attitude ,to her clumsiness...haha...
the memories and pain shall serve as a reminder.as well as remaining forever.
somehow, i've really changed also after we parted ways.i'm extremely hot-tempered now,impatient and very inconsiderate.vulgarities now seems like my mother tongue.even trusting ppl now seems trickier.making friends seems harder.i'd wonder if i'd ever find myself again.
exams coming again!fucking stressed man...study study study.and den there's the pressure of learning leadership stuffs.trying to appease everyone.wo kuai yao fong diao le...
stress stress and more stress...i'm only human...and i still commit the same mistakes...
sometimes,i really do still miss her alot.it'll just be memories raining down like broken glass shards on to my heart,piercing and cutting it each and everytime i think abt it.she was the best i ever had,even though it was for only a short time.though ppl and she herself mightthink wad had she given me, the happiness of being together was the biggest gift she could return me.i really do miss her,from the smell of her hair to the touch of her hand to her understanding attitude ,to her clumsiness...haha...
the memories and pain shall serve as a reminder.as well as remaining forever.
somehow, i've really changed also after we parted ways.i'm extremely hot-tempered now,impatient and very inconsiderate.vulgarities now seems like my mother tongue.even trusting ppl now seems trickier.making friends seems harder.i'd wonder if i'd ever find myself again.
exams coming again!fucking stressed man...study study study.and den there's the pressure of learning leadership stuffs.trying to appease everyone.wo kuai yao fong diao le...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
damnit...these few days has been hectic and tiring.but i can take it.the stress is overbearing though sometimes.
argh.exams coming soon..howhowhow???i still so busy with my cca.never tot i wud be committed to it...but once i did,there shudn't be regrets!oh and these few day have been skipping lessons...got to put an end to it...my results are very bad as it is already.
could ppl really change so much in such a short time?could pressure bring out the true colours in u? i'm just sick of everything sometimes.BLAH!
MONDAY I'M GG OUT WITH BLOOPS<>< AND GF!!! =))
whee!and happy early birthday CLAUDIA!very sorry i cant make it to ur burfday party on the 5th, but i wish u all the best and have a GREAT year ahead! take care! frens always.=)
oh yeah one more thing...bloops said her cousin say i handsome!!!=D wad do u think?hehe...
note the guy in the middle IS ME!haha...
argh.exams coming soon..howhowhow???i still so busy with my cca.never tot i wud be committed to it...but once i did,there shudn't be regrets!oh and these few day have been skipping lessons...got to put an end to it...my results are very bad as it is already.
could ppl really change so much in such a short time?could pressure bring out the true colours in u? i'm just sick of everything sometimes.BLAH!
MONDAY I'M GG OUT WITH BLOOPS<>< AND GF!!! =))
whee!and happy early birthday CLAUDIA!very sorry i cant make it to ur burfday party on the 5th, but i wish u all the best and have a GREAT year ahead! take care! frens always.=)
oh yeah one more thing...bloops said her cousin say i handsome!!!=D wad do u think?hehe...
note the guy in the middle IS ME!haha...
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