i'm back!miss me people?haha...
dunnoe just dun feel likebloggin...
yupx...the EXAM IS FIANLLY OVER!!!WOOTS!

On the 22nd i watched harry potterwith geraldine
and co. to celebrate herbirthday!yeap.went to p.s. to watch.
had a cake and dinner at pasta mania...
oh yah i had my ear pierced.=D

today i went to sch thinking i'm going to get my testimonial frm
my teachers.turns out they dun issue it anymore.=(
fuck lah.cb.ask us g to sch at 9.give us the cert. and paper den
jiu go liao.like 9.30.wtf!?
why cant they like give it to us on the last day of the exam?
sometimes i dun understand the sch.and vice versa.
ok.den i went hme and asked GF out.
so went out with sy and GF.shopped around wisma attria.
and far east.my legs damn pain now lah.
but we looked for sy de prom stuff.yupx.
got home like 7+ like dat.
had dinner at home.ALONE.=(
and here i am.

i wun ask.i dun want to go thru the pain.
neither do i want to put anybody in a spot.
fuck you.

FUCK YOU!
why cant u fucking understand?!
cb.
i fucking hate you cb.
knn...everything also fucking no.
why cant u just let me do my own thing?!
freaking bitch.
ARGH!!!
FUCK YOU!

i am happy.
in fact i havent been more happy in a few months.

a huge weight has left my mind,shoulder.
though i dun feel happy(very contridicting hor)
but its like i've got nthing holding me back now.
I'M FREE!free as a bird,dolphin,cheetah .etc.
ok i noe its not funny.=)

today got one xia suay thing happen...lolz.
i tot today de A maths was at 8 so i woke up at
5 to prepare to go to sch...
den i really went to sch somemore...wah lau...
i see like eh how come got sec 5s de...
they dun take A maths rite?or do they?
den i saw su ying...den she carry her portfolio...
den i lao lor...i check my confirmation slip...
-_-"...its 1400 hrs...i saw wrong...i saw the time of the
PREVIOUS paper...which was 0800 hrs...
wah i totally sian diao...
den i dun want to stay in sch...so long!
somemore so paiseh...
wah so in the end come home...
haha on the way got some sec 5s go to sch...
stare at me why i go the other way...zzz
so here i am once again...

i've got no confidence le...how?
haha i dun want to do badly in this exam leh...
aiyah bo pian lah hor.
haha.wads done is done.
NO PT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK.
yeap.nid to go and zhun bei liao.
bye.and good luck for the rest of the papers.

dunnoe wad to say.
HOW?
too bad lor.
no chance for regrets.
never cry over spilled milk.
at least i noe i wont.

how i wish it had never turned out like this.
i dunnoe wad u mean.
and it seems u dun care anymore.
neither do i.
GOODBYE.

8 more days guys!!!
JIAYOU!!!
FREEDOM!WO LAI LE!!!

oh yah one more thing.
i'm currently looking for a job.
anyone got lobang can accomodate me
can tell me? =))
thanks.

hm a update on things this past week...

havent been studying much...
mostly just lazying arund...
yup.but i hope i can finish most of the subs that
i think i can score...
have cut dwn time infront of the computer...
i noe how to restrain myself...haha.

and Jay Chou's new album is out in stores now...
haha...one of my favourite singers...
sings very sad and soulful music...though at times
cant make out wads he is singing...haha...
the news called his singing 'Mumble Rap' ...

the exams hasn't even started and i'm thinking
bout the end of it...haha and wad i'm going to do
over the long holidays...
yeah well...no wonder i cant concentrate...
and my damn memory...either i nid a new
memory card or i nid to delete away stuff...
doubt u can configure a human brain like dat...

actually i like the way i'm living now...
haha studying dun actually suck...just nid to understand...
haha...yeap...just found out physics is actually qute easy...
just nid to understand why this and that wud happen...
though there are formulas to memorise u can play
around with them...yup...
but the first paper is ss...
and i'm not sure wad i've studied wud come out...
even if it does i'm not sure if i haf enuff time finishing
the essays AND the sbq all together...and get the pts
for my eassay all in...
and i found out that haf a small sports break in between
studying relaxes the mind and allows u to concentrate more...
after a shower that is...

bird flu epidemic...
lucky havent hit singapore yet...
the world is full of dangers we haf yet to experience...
first hand or otherwise...
the future seems insecure for me...

insecure.fear.
courage.
whats next?